我觉得我超没用的！
人不美，不讨喜，说话很直又伤人。没钱又没学历。不是一个好女儿，好朋友，好姐姐更不是一位好太太。
我不知道该怎么办. ):



Bought 3 BB cream from Beauty Credit. One for SH and SX. And one for myself! Hees! Hubby pay first, after i got my pay den i return him. Muahaha!

Why BB cream? Cause it's SH's 20th Birthday! As a gift, that's the only thing i can think of.. Haha! No matter how often she make up or not. BB cream still the best! It's work as foundation wit concealer plus moisturizer and Sun block! Multi usage! As for SX, i dint really bought her any present. Lol! What a bad sister i am! 😖
But, hopefully they will love it!
Now 1.29pm. On our way to ikea for meet SH,SX and YH! Aftermath, headed down to ah mah house for lesson! What a fruitful day! *pray hard*🙏

I love my hubby! 😍




It's been 8 months since i last updated my blog.
Soooo much things happen lately.. Don know where to start from. But things starts to be on the right path.. Thank God for everything.. ❤



everything seem so wrong. whye lie? whye? dont like means dont like alr. confirm have reason de what. whye?! mann! i feel damn hurt can! seriously! i feel betrayed! seriously i feel so pissed that i wish i can be damn heartless and have a clean break up. but i cant! damn!



MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! SUPER DUPER UBER LONG NEVER COME HERE AND CRAP ALREADY! SUPER MISS IT MANN!

k. basically life for me is super UP and Down, i dont know Up more or Down more man! feeling super in a mess now. muahaha! mixture feeling uh.

weekday moods is like a mess la! most of it is depressing la! hahaha. not i want de eh! i try to control already k. dont say i never hor. cause i will angry! muahahah.
weekend moods is like super happy and high because of LOVE. haha.

Up coming event

My 21st birthday is coming. and it fall on 15 dec! it a wed! weekday! argh! bi wont be celebrating wit me cause he will be in TEKONG! mann! TEKONG at this time! damn it! >.> hais. but is ok la. haha. cause i know his heart is wit me! heh heh. xD

Love's 21 birthday. hmm, i also only can celebrate his birthday in advance.. his birthday falls on weekday. so yea lo.. >.> got a present in mind. haha! GUCCI MEN's WALLET! muahah! am getting it on this coming tue wit LALA. (: super looking forward uh!

ok. back to my advance celebration.. i really have no idea whats going on tomorrow. bi will plan it. but i doubt he got the time to crack him brain and think. -.- hmm. i keep telling myself that dont expect too much, but seriously i cant luh! am was super looking forward to it la! -.-

As for the present part.

so far i got two present:

One is i got my dream camera! CANON DSLR 550D! really thanks you guys uh! (SX, SH, Jerry, WX, YZ, Eric, ah di and LOVE!) :D

Two. GUCCI WALLET from LOVE! crazy boy! hahahahah! xD
(photo)

nah, this is the photo of my present from bi. ♥


birthday card from him. so sweet la! cant stand!

love it to the max la! HAHAH! seriously! muacks for eveyone! hahah!

for my live update. please visit my FACEBOOK! muahaha! sound so like advertising la! xD

ok la. stop here for now. too long will become too naggy and boring uh. so till then~

Bi, i miss you lotsa! ♥



tomorrow is our 4year 2month. and yet we havin a big quarrel just now. who say 101010 is a good day leh? tsk. stupid! -.-

feeling more then utterly disappointed and hurt you know?

you have really changed. not my ideal boyfriend anymore. i am at the edge of the breaking line le. but is ok la. i just need to change to your ideal girlfriend can le. its difficult and hard too. but for our sake, i will change.

i got nothing more to say. cause no words can express my feeling right now.

T.T



wah! super duper uber long never come and crap about my life...
i nearly forget about this blog of mine man! hahahhaha.

life isnt that great and smooth for me.. and. not very happening also. haha.. damn depressing la seriously.. :(

so many unhappy things had happen.. i also dont know where to start with eh..

hmm, just hope that everything is fine for love will do. :)

seem like we sort of lacking something. hmm.. what will that be huh?

“老化是动物的特质，而成长才是人的可贵处。 为人如果不成长，亦不过像动物渐渐老化而已。”

AWESOME TRIP I HAD BEEN IN MY LIFE!

心靈的淨化, 就會得到說不出的快樂!
: D

最初的心......還在嗎？


一個平凡的小故事，如果用心玩索， 給人的感覺，能撼動心靈。
最初的心.... 還在嗎...

獻給每一位朋友 無論處境如何代表一份祝福>

「有個老魔鬼看到人間的生活過得太幸福了，他說：「我們要去擾亂一下，要不然魔鬼就不存在了。」
他先派了一個小魔鬼去擾亂一個農夫。因為他看到那農夫每天辛勤地工作，可是所得卻少得可憐，但他還是那麼快樂，非常知足。小魔鬼就開始想，要怎樣才能把農夫變壞呢？他就把農夫的田地變得很硬，讓農夫知難而退。

那農夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，還是繼續敲，沒有一點抱怨。小魔鬼看到計策失敗，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二個去。第二個小魔鬼想，既然讓他更加辛苦也沒有用，那就拿走他所擁有的東西吧！

那小魔鬼就把他午餐的麵包跟水偷走，他想，農夫做得那麼辛苦，又累又餓，卻連麵包跟水都不見了，這下子他一定會暴跳如雷！
農夫又渴又餓地到樹下休息，想不到麵包跟水都不見了！「不曉得是哪個可憐的人比我更需要那塊麵包跟水？

如果這些東西就能讓他得溫飽的話，那就好了。」又失敗了，小魔鬼又棄甲而逃。
老魔鬼覺得奇怪，難道沒有任何辦法能使這農夫變壞？就在這時第三個小魔鬼出來了。

他對老魔鬼講：「我有辦法，一定能把他變壞。」
小魔鬼先去跟農夫做朋友，農夫很高興地和他作了朋友。因為魔鬼有預知的能力，他就告訴農夫，明年會有乾旱，教農夫把稻種在濕地上，農夫便照做。結果第二年別人沒有收成，只有農夫的收成滿坑滿谷，他就因此而富裕起來了。
小魔鬼又每年都對農夫說當年適合種什麼，三年下來，這農夫就變得非常富有。

他又教農夫把米拿去釀酒販賣，賺取更多的錢。慢慢地，農夫開始不工作了，靠著經濟販賣的方式，就能獲得大量金錢。
有一天，老魔鬼來了，小魔鬼就告訴老魔鬼說：「您看！我現在要展現我的成果。這農夫現在已經有豬的血液了。」....只見農夫辦了個晚宴，所有富有的人都來參加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐點，還有好多的僕人侍候。他們非常浪費地吃喝，衣裳零亂，醉得不省人事，開始變得像豬一樣癡肥愚蠢。
您還會看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又說。這時，一個僕人端著葡萄酒出來，不小心跌了一跤。

農夫就開始罵他：「你做事這麼不小心！」
唉！主人，我們到現在都沒有吃飯，餓得渾身無力。」

事情沒有做完，你們怎麼可以吃飯！」

老魔鬼見了，高興地對小魔鬼說：
唉！你太了不起！你是怎麼辦到的？」
小魔鬼說 ：
「我只不過是讓他擁有的比他需要的更多
而已，這樣就可以引發他人性中的貪婪。」
心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

第一次看到這個故事，當時只是抱著姑且看看的心態，但在看完後帶給心裡的
震撼，卻是........

這篇文章分享給每一個在為夢想努力奮鬥的
朋友，提醒我們在努力追求夢想的同時，
千萬不要忘了最初的本心。
知足、感恩、善解、包容！

一起加油！！


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